Story: Rainbow dreams

- Abroad there was no rocktalk, no bondage, no fear of relatives, no fear of neighbors. There was complete freedom to live a completely independent, captive life. All the young people became his friends. Now there are different programs day and night. Deciding to go somewhere at night, he would come to her house to take all the silver with him.

The incident started in sports, just as a joke. There were 3 girlfriends who were sitting on the college loan and talking here and there. One of them had a magazine in his hand, and as he turned the pages, he saw a wedding advertisement printed on the last page. Only out of curiosity did they begin to read. An advertisement caught their attention.

"Living abroad, doing a good job, an Indian youth needs a beautiful, well-educated partner. There is no dowry, caste or any other obligation. Should just be beautiful. The young woman should be willing to live abroad. "

Sarita, Ragini and Nisha say, "This is a great advertisement. Great opportunity to go abroad and also without any special expenses, but useless for the three of us. We do not come within the scope of his need. Chandni, you can send your proposal. You are beautiful, I will definitely pass. "

Chandni said, "You got one to fool the people. If it is known at home, it will be known whether to ask or not.

Sarita says, "Where do we commit a crime. We only respond to advertisements. What's the matter If nothing else, there will be some entertainment. There is no need for an answer. "

The four then sent a letter and a photo of Chandni giving detailed information about her, her education, age, family etc. About 6 months passed after that. She forgot all about it and started preparing for the exam. Suddenly one day a letter came from abroad. It had a photo of the young man and gave information about his relatives living in India. The young man is an engineer in California. His name is Avinash, age is 3 years. Has been working abroad for 10 years and living there. Is a Green Guard holder and a U.S. citizen. He was married to a foreign girl 3 years ago. He is divorced. Avinash looked handsome and gentle in the photo. The four girlfriends wondered what to do next. After deliberation, it was decided to give the letter and photo of Chandni to her parents and tell them the truth. Then do what they think is right.

Chandni's mommy and daddy discussed. Mom says, "Everything else is fine, but the young man is getting older. Our moon is 70 years old. The 15-year gap is too much. "

Dad said, "I'll see when he comes. He wrote that the girls would come and see him in December. What's wrong with correspondence right now. It is decided that if we get married here, we will get such a suitable and 'well-settled' boy without dowry, at very low cost. Nowadays it is not easy to get married and meet a good boy without dowry. We also have two other daughters. "

Avinash came to India in December with big dreams and hopes. He thought that he had no dowry or any other demand except the beautiful girl so the beautiful girls would be waiting for him, with their eyes downcast and wearing garlands, but there was nothing like that. Seeing his advertisement and age, older unmarried women, widows, middle-aged, abandoned, everyone jumped at the thought of what is the point of taking advantage of this good opportunity.

So he got all the marriage proposals from women in the age group of 20 to 5 years. Beauty was a distant thing, none of it was attractive. His youth had faded and he was on the verge of middle age. He did not even bother to take care of his body. There were ugly, fat and emaciated bodies. Some women even sent old photos of themselves and now there was no similarity between their present and past. In the 2-3 house, only middle-aged women came in front. These women were not less than 20 years old but called themselves 6 years old. It was learned that she was also a candidate for marriage. Avinash was very disappointed when the truth came out. He was about to leave the idea of ​​marriage and was about to return when suddenly Chandni's father came to visit him. He liked Avinash. He asked Avinash to come to his house and make an appointment with Chandni. There was no reason to dislike silver. He said, "I like the moon. You guys know his opinion about me. I will wait for your decision. "

Chandni was at a stage of age where the mind dreams of rainbows and many aspirations are awakened. The undergrowth of reality does not appear. So it doesn't take long to make a decision. He knew Dad's financial situation. He was in a government job. There was no lack of comfort in the house, but giving dowry of lakhs was not their status and without dowry it was difficult to have a good marriage just because of beauty. So was there any wisdom in leaving such a relationship? Avinash liked it. The look was sleek and smart. Due to his healthy and shapely body, he looked 2-3 years younger than his age.

The attraction of a foreign middle class girl is very much and then the idea of ​​getting married and living there just reached the seventh heaven. The remaining shortcomings were filled by both sisters and friends. Everyone chose Avinash and justified Chandni's decision. "If you don't want to do it, I'll do it," said Ragini.

Sarita and Nisha said, "We are also standing in line, if you don't like it."

How many times before marriage Chandni was given the opportunity to hang out with Avinash, meet in private and get to know and understand each other. Chandni liked her serious nature and polite demeanor and eventually she consented to the marriage.

Soon after, they got married. Chandni stayed in India for 6 months after her marriage. Avinash met all the relatives and sisters. Everyone liked Avinash but the beauty of Chandni was as attractive as a fresh blooming flower. With it, Avinash looked like a flower, which was beautiful but lost its freshness and began to wither.

Just then, Chandni and Avinash reached California. Avinash's beautiful house was furnished with all comforts. In front of the house was a green lawn and a bouquet of colorful flowers. Some Indian friends of Avinash were present there. His wives welcomed Chandni and took her home.

Now Chandni's life was moving like a cyclone. Over the weekend, Avinash would take Chandni on trips to new places, shopping malls, Disneyland, Las Vegas, Hollywood, Niagara Falls, etc.

Initially Chandni bought a lot there. She couldn't stop herself from seeing different beautiful things. She filled her closet with her favorite clothes, dresses, purses, sandals, everything she needed. Even Avinash didn't mind at first. Then he slowly explained to her, "How many things he has bought will never work. So shop wisely. Keep some control. I don't want to turn the tide on your enthusiasm and hobbies, but my advice is that every year a new fashion comes here and everyone adopts it. "

Many years have passed. Gradually the intoxication of heaven and the fog of foreign attraction began to dissipate. When the pace of life stabilized, there was a lot to see around. I felt like hanging out with people other than Sahelsapata and Avinash's company. I began to miss my country, my parents, my sisters and my sisters. Gradually he met other Indian families living abroad. The moon was of a reciprocal nature. He loved meeting people. So his relationship with these families began to grow closer.

Avinash used to go to work so she would also leave home in the morning. Reaching someone's house and getting very relaxed there. Everyone was fascinated by her beauty. His fun, jokes and interesting stories changed the atmosphere of the house. It was like a whirlwind of spring in the daily dull routine. So everyone welcomed him with love. His friendship with the young boys and girls of the same age was very strong.

After spending the whole day like this, she would get up early in the evening and make a meal. She didn't even make meals every day. Most of the food items were bought readymade from the market. Served heated in the microwave. Avinash was fond of delicious food, but Chandni neither knew how to make delicious food nor was she trying to learn anything. He also had no interest in home decoration, arrangement, cleanliness etc.

Abroad there was no rocktalk, no bondage, no fear of relatives, no fear of neighbors. There was complete freedom to live a completely independent, captive life. All the young people became his friends. Now there are different programs day and night. Deciding to go somewhere at night, he would come to her house to take all the silver with him. Not even insisting on asking Avinash to come along. They did not feel it was appropriate for their program and their presence was associated with artificiality and age.

Avinash also knew that he was completely unfit in the group and was not ready to cut the horns and collect the calves. So he voluntarily refused. As a result the moon spent the whole night hanging out with them, programming, watching and having fun. Sometimes the whole group would go to other cities as well. Avinash used to stay at home alone.

When everything went too far, he pointed out to Chandni, "Life is not just for fun and entertainment. Many years have passed. You must also understand your responsibilities. There was a lot of wandering, even a little attention at home. If the condition of the house, how chaotic and messy it is. Compare with other people's house, learn something from the women there. How well it all works. Handles the house. She takes care of her husband and children. "

Chandni said angrily, "Then how can I spend my time? I have no interest in the household. "

"You don't even care about me now. I don't care about food or any other convenience. I was not married for that. I wanted the support of my wife and the happiness of the household. "

"If that was the case, you should have married a woman your age. There is no harmony between you and me, because you are much older than me. The desires and hopes of your youth have been fulfilled but I cannot grow old for you in my youth. In front of me is still all the joy, exhilaration and abundant happiness of life. Why are you depriving me of this if you are old? You live your way, let me live my way. "

One day the moon did not come home all night. Avinash was very angry. There was a heated argument between the two, "Staying up all night with strangers, is this a sign of a good housewife?" Am I stupid if I don't say anything? "

Chandni shouted angrily, "You have ruined my life. Why should I kill my desires by living with an old man like you? What can I do if you do not have the strength to live a youthful life? Did you marry me thinking? "Avinash said in amazement," You also married me by choosing me. Why didn't you think of all this then? "

"I was just stupid. Where life was my experience. Fell into temptation. But you were not stupid. One was married. Were experienced. You didn't know what youth is and what youth is all about. "

To make Avinash sad, he spoke more harshly, "You and your family have deceived me. He said he was too young. "

Avinash replied, "Don't say wrong. No one told you my age. I showed my passport. "

Day by day the moon began to insult Avinash. The little physical attraction he had for her was gone. Love and affection was never towards him. Even his touch was no longer tolerated by him. When she wanted to be close to him or to have sex with him, she would sneeze and separate. He had a strange kind of dissatisfaction with their closeness. Sometimes in her sleep at night, if her hand came on the bed beside the moon, she would move to the edge of the bed. Until he got out of bed, he had no peace.

One day Chandni said to Avinash, "You snore all night. You go to the bathroom 20 times. Wake up in the middle of the night and turn on the lights. My sleep is disturbed. So I set aside my bedroom. "

Avinash said, "Why the bedroom, even if it's different. Get a divorce from me. '' '' I'm not a fool to leave you so cheap. When will you enjoy the fruits of your labor again? You are also the basis of my security. My economic, social and personal security is with you. "

"It means you will cling to me like a leech and keep sucking my blood." I will plunder my hard earned money and continue to indulge in petty, lustful youth. "

Whenever Avinash had a quarrel with Chandni, she would utter the 7th sentence, "You have ruined my life and you are old." Just as hot water is poured on a green plant, the way its leaves shrink is exactly the same condition as hearing these sentences. He would fade away and his anger would subside.

Gradually, Chandni's image in Indian society began to be portrayed as irresponsible, rude, selfish and unlimited. Her independent, uncontrollable and shameless behavior with men was striking in the eyes of the women there. On the occasion of a festival, a birthday party or any other convention, she would go to Sajidji and become the center of attraction in the party and sit like a bright lamp.

Most of the men present circled around him like butterflies. It was a pleasure to see their admiring, greedy, and inviting greedy eyes. Young boys openly praised him. His gaze and words of praise made him even more intoxicated than alcohol, and his behavior became more arbitrary as he became intoxicated. The other women present at the party would sit in different places and watch his behavior and get annoyed. Avinash sat on one side, neglected, and endured the ridiculous, sympathetic gaze of the people.

Avinash reprimanded, explained and even got annoyed with Chandni for such behavior, but Chandni's reply was the same, "I have no bad feelings or losses in my mind. I just behave instinctively, normally. "

"I don't see what's on your mind. Only the behavior is visible, which is not fair at all. "

One day Avinash was chatting with some friends at his house. There was talk of health and keeping oneself fit. Avinash said, "I take good care of myself. Going for a walk in the morning. I do all the exercises in the gym in the office for lunch break in the afternoon. Going for a walk again after dinner at night. I also do yoga and meditation on Saturdays and Sundays. "

Chand said with a sarcastic laugh and sharp estimate, "This is the daily routine of the elderly. Color your black and white Ganga-Jamna hair. No matter what you do, make your body fit and strong, but where will you bring youth? The scent of youth is something different. Where do you get his enthusiasm, agility and thinking from? ”

Avinash said, "You will never grow old. Don't be too arrogant. It is not good to be overly proud. Appearance is a temporary blessing. No one knows when that will happen. "

One day Avinash got a call from a stranger, "Old man, do you know what kind of discussions are going on about your wife's character?" Now the water is going over the head. Are you deaf or weak If you can't control it, drown in shame. "

Avinash understood exactly that he should not expect any help or service from Chandni in times of trouble, illness or any difficult time. He got nothing by getting married. Now there was no point in being alone here abroad. Why does he stay away from himself? Have relatives in their own country. There is no loneliness. His own country is his own well-known country. Even after living here for 20 years, he is still a stranger.

Avinash Manoman made a resolution. Chandni went to New York with her friend for 1 month. Avinash saw the opportunity and resigned. Withdrew all the money from the bank. He wrote a message for Chandni, "I am leaving your clutches. Goodbye. "

He took his luggage and boarded the plane and took a deep breath. When the plane landed high in the sky, his mind became as calm and stable as the sky.