May your blessing become a curse for me!

- Mist New Moti-Kumarapala Desai

Seeing the devotional and devotional sadhana of the saint, Paramatman was overjoyed. Such devotion had never been seen before, yet God sent His messenger to the saint to get the crown of the depths of his mind. The angel came and requested the saint, "Say whatever you wish, the Paramatma who is pleased with you will grant you all that. Ask for the blessing you want. "

The saint humbly replied, "Now there is no desire in the mind, so what to ask? All desires that follow the path of divine sadhana are gone. Yes, at one time I had desires in my mind, then I did not ask and now when there is no desire in my mind, God asks! "

The angel said, "This is very natural. Only your renunciation qualifies you for such a blessing. The distance between you and Paramatma has melted just because you are free from desire and that is why He is pleased and asks you to ask for something.

The angel of God repeatedly urged the saint to ask for some blessing, but the saint did not accept it at all.

The angel said, "If you do not ask for blessings, God will remove me from their service. Whatever happens, you have to ask for some blessing. "

The saint said, "Well, that's it, then give God the blessing He wants. I will accept that. "

Pleased, Paramatma blessed the saint that if he touched any sick person, his illness would go away and he would become healthy.

If you touch a leafless tree in autumn, the leaves will fall on those trees and become green.

Hearing the blessing, the saint fell into thought and said to God, "If you have done so much grace, please do one more grace and that is that this work is not done by my touch, but by my shadow and I do not even know what happens. ''

The angel asked, "Why is that? This is a blessing given to you, so it doesn't matter. "

The saint said, "If a miracle is realized in such an event, then ego arises within me and if this happens, then the blessing of God becomes a curse that destroys all my equipment."