Story: The question of existence

- Meena was sitting pale as if to take the animal to the place of slaughter, but she had to come and stand with me. When he did not make any request at this time, my mind started pounding again and he started saying that this girl does not understand anything! He had no intention of decorating. She just wanted to do something to Bhanigani and now she is miserable.

When I sounded the alarm, I pulled my hand out of the mosquito net and tried to turn off the alarm in my sleep, but the clock went off. As soon as the alarm went off. As soon as the alarm went off, the morning seemed to be a bit quiet. When she saw her husband sleeping next to her, she became jealous that she still had one hour left to get a good night's sleep.

The light in Nand Meena's room was on. She was reading. Was preparing for PMT. Seeing him reminded him of his own childhood. Didn't know why he was born to do great work. Although nothing was clear, many of the fantasies of fun days were summed up in teaching because the only way to make those dreams come true was to study and learn a lot. That's what I was told.

In my final year of school, my school came first. 5% marks came. I still remember being proud to be a girl, not a boy. This pride was growing because I was gifted in teaching.

In the next one or two years, there was talk of marriage in a very natural way. As the morning comes after the afternoon and the afternoon after the evening, the rain after the heat and the cold after the rain. Surprisingly, I never thought that marriage would be a hindrance or that marriage should not take place. Maybe because I knew the wedding was going to happen one day. Maybe that's why I was waiting in my heart for the marriage to take place. Maybe that's why I felt more like a stranger than a mommy or daddy who was going to come to life in the form of a prince. Maybe it was because I thought those golden dreams would come true through that medium.

I went to the kitchen and put water for tea. I wanted to clean the dishes, but who likes to get up in the morning and wash the dishes? I started thinking that I wish I could do whatever I wanted .. When I saw girls jogging on TV, I used to leave all the quarrels, open the door and go out and refresh my mind in the cool morning air, but ..

I also made tea for Mina. My feelings for him were rising. She wondered how happy she would be when I offered her tea. Will see me with love There will be expressions of gratitude in the eyes. I would let go of all his nonsense with his loving look, but when I went to Mina with a cup of tea and put it on the table, he didn't even look up, as if I didn't exist! So much neglect! It doesn't matter if I am or not. Everyone has an idea of ​​everyone's presence, everyone's likes and dislikes, everyone's anger in this humble family. It's just that I'm the only one who doesn't pay attention! It is as if I am a breeze that blows, without which nothing can be done, yet no one pays attention to it! Let's talk about Meena. Then for the second time the thought came to my mind that why to grieve in the mind? He will get married in two years. Then maybe get some rest. At least that's not all. Didn't know what I needed! Sometimes I thought that if my desire to become a doctor was not fulfilled then at least he should get a chance, but soon selfishness would take over my mind and don't become a fool. Meena's study means burden on Sudhir, financial burden, suppose Meena's pampering and neglect towards me, Meena's arrogance. All this can be solved only by her marriage. Then maybe Sasuma and I would get a little closer. At least this alienation will go away.

Now the day was drawing near. Sudhir and his mother were seen talking softly till late last night. Both of them didn't understand me at all! They did not consider it necessary to report the matter even though it was a matter of advice.

After all, I am also one of the 'boundaries' of my mum and dad. Which was so discreet, neat and intelligent.

But it is not known where all the virtues were lost after coming here. Now even his self-confidence was shaking. It didn't seem like I was going to win every discussion contest. Now when Sudhir sometimes introduces himself to a friend, I get hesitant.

Well, some of Madikara's short words were falling on deaf ears. It simply meant that an army officer had to be beaten. Gentleman was tall. The biggest thing was not to take dowry. They did not want to leave such a house. I began to think that when the bell named Meena rang on his neck, the poor army officer would cry.

Wings flashed through my mind with this thought. The name of the army officer was Vinod. He is coming to see Meena in three days. I couldn't believe that the thorn would come out so soon. I began to think that the preparation was so great that an army officer would not be trapped. Even so, Meena is good looking. I will wear my pink Kanjivaram sari, along with a set of pearls, will keep looking.

When Sasuma heard the news and asked to prepare, the former became 'Simo'. I told Sasuma, 'Don't worry. I'll take care of everything. '

First I made a snack list. Carrot halva, adad kachori will be made at home. The rest will be ordered from outside. I started thinking about how to decorate a room so that the room looks more attractive not only in terms of utility but also in terms of home decor. I ran and picked up the gorgeous cushion cover full of pre-wedding embroidery and put it on the cushion and said to Sasuma, 'We will say that this cushion cover is made by Meena.'

Sasuma's gaze changed. Brass flower vase, new tablecloth was laid. Cleaned the house and made it shiny.

Sasuma said twice, 'Son, stop now, you will get tired.'

Sudhir just stared. Like he never saw me! Thought, let's work hard. But where is it still born? The real time for the exam is yet to come. Three days passed without realizing it. Meena was very sad. She had tried her best and was now under fire. Neither the brother nor the mother was listening. She needed nothing more than marriage, but no one believed her. In his eyes, exams, studies, future were all useless. To them a good future means a good boy and marriage with him.

I understood that Meena was getting discouraged, but when I saw her carefully on the day when the boys were about to come to see her, my heart skipped a beat. There was no sign of Ronak on Meena's face. When she went to prepare, she looked at me as if she was about to swallow and said, 'Bhabhi, don't bother me. I told her I didn't want to be ridiculed. '

I did not have the courage. I handed it to Sasuma and I came out. About ten o'clock the boys arrived. Vinod was accompanied by his mother, elder sister and two sisters. Sudhir sat with his elder brother. The women looked civilized and polite. The enthusiasm of both sisters was not motherly. The elder sister's condition was similar. They were communicating through eyes. This matter also revealed the closeness of each other.

I became jealous of Meena. Then in another moment I suppressed my thought that such a thought should not be made. After his departure, I must be liberated.

Pick up an instant breakfast. Meena's wedding was to take place but it seemed that her father-in-law was to meet me after her departure. My mind overflowed with joy at the thought of the one-wheeled royal honor, which I have the right to receive in this house.

Gladly delivered the items to the drawing room. While the conversation was going on in the drawing room, Sasuma gestured to bring Meena.

Meena was sitting pale as if to take the animal to the place of slaughter, but she had to get up and come with me. When he did not make any request at this time, my mind started pounding again and he started saying that this girl does not understand anything!

This is exactly how people came to see me. I was chosen, married and just, the previous frontier was murdered and today's frontier was born. Simply, the characters are changing. This time it's Meena. Seema Meena Kaho or Meena Seema Kaho The name sounds the same. As soon as Meena entered, all eyes were fixed on her. Vinod was watching as if enchanted. The eyes of other family members were also drawn. Our Meena was also beautiful. He did not pay much attention to decorating in the study circle. Just wanted to do something to Bhanigani and now Bichari .. Enthusiastically, the whole family gladly accepted Meena. We saw it in their eyes. Sasuma and Sudhir's faces lightened. They did not know what they were talking about. I knew it wasn't there. What suddenly struck me was that I got up from my seat and sat down next to Vinod. With complete determination and humility I said, 'There is a request to be made.'

'Hey sister-in-law, you order.'

'Look, Meena is good at studying. Wants to take the PMT exam. Becoming a doctor is his childhood dream. You have to help make that dream come true. Will you help? '

For a few moments Vinod remained silent and I became suspicious.

'Bhabhi, Meena's dream has now become my dream too. I am going to Australia for three years. By then, Meena will have almost finished her studies. '

'But dear, we will get engaged today. I will not give up on such a beautiful girl. ' Vinod's sister-in-law speaks.

'Exactly. Get engaged soon. Even if the joke goes to Australia. ' Humorous mom speaks.

Then the kinship ceremony of Meena was completed with Banarasi sari, coconut, fruits, nuts, sweets etc.

The guests left. I snuggled into the kitchen as usual. Things started to roll up. Suddenly I felt like someone was standing behind me. Looking back, it was Meena. Tears welled up in Mina's eyes. She says, 'Bhabhi, you did something for me that no one else can do. You saved me. '

'Hey Gandhi, I didn't do anything special. I just couldn't see another frontier being killed today. It is a coincidence that Seema survived. '