Story: Home-world.


"If you call me Didi, then make it a habit to open your heart and tell me the truth, Vandana. If this Lalit was my classmate at one time. Today, I have a neighbor and a good friend, a lover more than anything like that, you need so much faith in me, ”said Nisha.

I didn't want to discuss my job with Nisha, but Lalit spoke about it in a false and aggressive way, "Nisha, why are you trying to create new problems for me these days?" Nisha set foot in the house. At the same time, it rained on Lalit Nisha.

The entry of marks into Lalit and my life was like a nice breeze. With his arrival a lot has changed in my normally running world.

In college she studied with Lalit. Contact between the two was severed after the study was completed.

They met again after 10 years, when Nisha bought a flat in our society and came to live. 'Wow! What a wonderful personality! ' I was very impressed with Nisha's impressive and attractive personality on the first visit.

"His personality in college days was very dry and dull. At that time, his identity was spectacles, oiled hair, fat body and loose salwar kameez. '' I was really surprised to hear the words coming out of Lalit's mouth.

There was a gap between then and now. Blue jeans, a red top, a fabulous figure, silky hair cut on the shoulders, skillfully done makeup, a salary of Rs.

She lived alone in her flat. Every second or third day, she would come straight from the office to us. He used to do a lot with our 9 year old son Rahul. Nisha also won his heart by giving him food and toys.

She divorced her husband about three years ago. She did not hesitate to discuss any topic, not just about her own past.

"In the end, what kind of problem arose that I had to take the step of getting a divorce?" Hearing Lalit's question, the marks went up.

"It was impossible to spend my whole life with a stupid, skeptical, raw-eared and violent human being," Nisha said angrily. It had nothing to do with my happiness, my desires, or my career. Rather than living a life worse than hell with him, I thought it was better to live with a divorce, a better divorce. "

She was not really a woman who lived under the fear of anyone, her thinking and behavior made it clear to us. Today's modern woman should live with her head held high. The roots of this doctrine had penetrated deep into his mind.

I found one more proof that he was sensitive, sensible and sincere.

One evening, laughing in front of Lalit, he said to me, "Vandana, I am a divorced woman who looks attractive. Laugh freely with Lalit. Honestly, have you ever had fear and doubt in your mind about my dealings with Lalit? ”

"No, no such wrong thing has ever occurred to me, Nishadidi." I had no choice but to tell such a lie in a restless and panicked manner.

"If you call me Didi, then make it a habit to open your heart and tell me the truth, Vandana. If this Lalit was my classmate at one time. Today, I have a neighbor and a good friend, a lover more than anything like that, you need so much faith in me, ”said Nisha.

"I have faith in both of you," Vandana replied.

"Whenever your faith in me falters, just let me know. Considering that day as Rakshabandhan day, I will tie it in ashes. '' He said jokingly and took my eyes seriously.

"Dude, I didn't even start to line up at you and you started defending yourself by talking about tying the knot. I didn't expect such a thing from my college friend. '' Lalit put his hand on his heart and made such a kind face that we both burst out laughing.

"Mr Joker, I used to be your friend in college, but Vandana is closer to my heart than he is today. I am in his best interest, then your number comes first. '' This joking word went deep into my mind.

Nisha really started to soften my personality and tidy up my house. She wanted to see me as a tight, smart and confident woman.

She never missed an opportunity to persuade, entertain, and teach me. For her, she was experimenting with both love and anger. In Lalit's presence there was no change in his attempt to improve me.

The effect of his efforts on almost every aspect of my personality was beginning to show.

My obese body eased when I started going for walks with him regularly in the morning. Got a lot of tips from her to bring freshness and glow to the face. Skillfully I learned to do makeup. Day by day I started to look more and more beautiful.

In Lalit's presence, she would warn me, "I will never believe in the intentions of these men, Vandana. Husbands of beautiful wives do not hesitate to waver. If the wife is awkward and unattractive, then it is the left-handed game of today's butterflies to trap her smart, sleek husband. "

"Is there no butterfly in your life?" I asked Lalit along with Ada.

"If you become a disciple of Nisha, you too will one day become a butterfly." He patted my cheek lightly and said to Nisha, "You have truly rejuvenated Vandana, who after 5 years of marriage I , Could not even do it with a fine, you have done it in a few weeks. I should applaud you from the bottom of my heart, Nisha. "

"Still, you see, Aage Aage Hota Hai Kya." Nisha said proudly to my husband, "If my spouse was sensible, my house would be as beautiful as heaven on earth. At the moment, use all my skills to make your marriage happy. "

There was no doubt that Nisha had many virtues of running a household. In addition to making cakes, ice cream, Chinese and South Indian dishes, she also made ordinary cooking so delicious that the eater kept licking her fingers.

The understanding of sign colors was great in the choice of clothing. Her knowledge of fashion was good. He was fond of home decoration. He decorated his flat in a very attractive way. She shared her qualities and skills with me without hesitation. Every day the smell of a new dish came from my kitchen.

After her insistence, Lalit painted the flat before Diwali. Transform each room according to his advice. Furniture was replaced, new curtains were purchased, and the entire layout of the house changed.

Lalit used to open her heart and praise Nisha in front of everyone with a free voice. On such occasions I myself felt very close to the mark.

Everything in human life is changeable. Impressed by the intoxication, a rift arose between Lalit and me.

"Vandana, if you want to make yourself more attractive, then for the habit of wearing sari every day. You should buy a new dress right away. '' I liked Nisha's advice very much and I decided to implement it immediately.

In the evening, Lalit grimaced at my request and said in a flat tone, "A lot has been spent in the last few days. Then you don't have to copy the sign. "

"I don't want to imitate anyone, but I want to spend a little on myself for my pleasure and hobby," I said suddenly in a ridiculous voice.

"We'll see when the money is released," Lalit said in an annoyed tone, unseen, and started reading the newspaper.

To this day, I have hardly had any expenses for Lalit. I was deeply saddened by the manner in which he ignored my demand and ignored it. A few moments later Nisha came to see me. Seeing my crying face and swollen eyes, his eyebrows were raised. It didn't take long for him to get the truth of my mind. She then took me by the hand and led me from the kitchen to Lalit in the drawing room.

"As much work as Vandana does in the house, if you decide the salary for that work, you will lose thousands of rupees in cash every month. Then why don't you spend Rs 4,000 for it, Lalit? '' Nisha asked aggressively.

"Because he doesn't need new clothes and my hand is tight." Lalit replied angrily.

"What does he need, will you decide now Vandana?" Nisha said.

"Nisha, don't put such a wrong thing in Vandana's mind and make her mind bad. Please. '' Lalit requested to stop Nisha.

"I'm not teaching him the wrong thing, but teaching him the right way to live," Nisha argued.

"Doesn't this proper estimate of yours bring happiness and understanding to the house?" Alas, why waste money when there is no financial convenience? ”Lalit said again, wanting to explain.

"Well, at the moment I'm spending money to get Vandana a new dress. Give me that amount when you are comfortable. ”Nisha stretched out 10 notes of Rs. 500 from her purse towards Lalit.

Lalit did not take the note in hand. There was a long argument between the two.

'Nisha is spoiling me.' Nisha did not accept such talk of Lalit.

"Lalit, you are not fulfilling Vandana's wish due to useless stubbornness and ego." Nisha showered sarcasm. Fighting with Lalit from time to time.

Eventually Nisha jumped by giving money to Lalit. It was not Lalit's job to make him laugh or get annoyed.

Going with Nisha I bought a new dress. I looked happy on the outside, but sad on the inside. The cost has been borne by Nisha instead of Lalit. This was making me sad.

I have a B.Ed. Pass. I don't like Lalit so I have never done a job as a teacher, but now I will do a job to meet my personal expenses and hobbies. In the mental turmoil I thought of that day, which had made a home in my mind.

The day I first wore new jeans and a top, Lalit's eyes were torn. "You look very different. Looks very sexy. '' His romantic tone made my heart swell.

Nisha came to our house in the evening. She jumped for joy. The compliment for me from his mouth made me feel so good.

Lalit shook hands with Nisha in a very enthusiastic manner and said, "You are really a witch, Nisha. I give you 100 marks out of 100 to make Vandana so smart by teaching her new age look.

"Thank you, sir." Nisha nodded and accepted his compliment.

"Ask for whatever reward you want. Nisha. "When Lalit said, Nisha said," Have a nice and fun dinner. "

"You have to teach Vandana one of the best special dishes, the best dinner will feed you," said Lalit.

'' Stingy. Alas, there is a difference between home and hotel atmosphere. '' Nisha went to the hotel to have dinner.

"Madam Nisha, our house used to be modest, but now it looks like a nice hotel with your guidance. You will have a great candle light dinner here. "

They were both laughing at this kind of talk. Nisha was not overwhelmed by Lalit's praise.

In a way, they both forgot about me. My new dress and charm and beauty became very secondary. I craved walking into the kitchen to make tea. Suddenly I felt like I was in a bad mood.

Now I began to lose interest in intoxication. I didn't feel like talking to her when she came home. I didn't want to believe anything she explained to me, but I didn't say anything to her. Properly the situation began to be the same as before, but in his mind he began to be irritated and stressed.

When it came time to recruit teachers for the new semester in the surrounding schools, I also made up my mind to get a job. For some reason, it was important for me to be financially secure.

"I want to work as a teacher." One Sunday morning, I expressed my desire to Lalit.

"Why?" Lalit frowned.

I have b. Has a degree of Ed. I should take advantage of that.

"Give up the idea of ​​getting a job, because it will have a bad effect on Rahul's supervision," he said in a slightly sharp tone.

"Nothing like that will happen. It's time for Rahul to go to school too. If I could get a job at his school, there would be no problem. If not, we will adjust. Some way will be found. '' I held my stubbornness.

"I will tell you my decision wisely." Lalit became very annoyed and started reading the newspaper again.

After a while we put this thing in front of the sign. She came to talk to us.

I didn't want to discuss my job with Nisha, but Lalit spoke about it in a false and aggressive way, "Nisha, why are you trying to create new problems for me these days?" Nisha set foot in the house. At the same time, it rained on Lalit Nisha.

"What have I done?" Why are you turning red? ”Nisha asked sharply.

"Why provoke Vandana to do 'job'?" Lalit asked.

Before Nisha could answer, I interrupted, "Grandma Nisha has nothing to do with this matter. You didn't tell them anything about it. "

"I did not know that the reins of your intellect are in the hands of the target." Lalit said angrily, "I am never happy by imitating anyone."

"I also care about my happiness and satisfaction when it comes to getting a job. There is no point in copying anyone. ”I replied to Lalit.

"1 minute, Vandana." Nisha stopped me from speaking and then started saying to Lalit in an excited tone, "Vandana is right. I haven't said a word about him wanting a job, yet I ask you what's wrong with him doing a job? Why do you put a stone in the middle of it moving forward and developing? ”

Hearing Nisha's angry voice set my body on fire. I stepped forward and stood between Nisha and Lalit.

Both flashed as soon as they looked at my face. Anger knew from my gestures. Probably a factor as to why they're doing so poorly.

"Nisha Didi, please don't say anything in this matter now." I was also surprised to feel the determination in my voice.

"I am speaking on your behalf, Vandana. Why are you stopping me though? ”He asked in a confused voice.

"Because I want to resolve this issue on my own," I replied back to Nisha.

"You mean, like, saltines and their ilk, eh?" Nisha asked indignantly.

"Please, don't get me wrong," I pleaded again.

"Why don't you understand?" He suddenly erupted, "I haven't felt rude or annoyed with you for the last several weeks? May I know why you are so far away from me these days, Vandana? "

"Nisha, what a misunderstanding you have. Why does Vandana feel bad about coming here and talking to you? ”Lalit tried to calm him down.

"I am asking you the answer to this 'why', Vandana. Don't you like to talk and laugh with my Lalit? Are you upset with me for thinking that we have a bad relationship? '' Nisha asked looking at my face without paying any attention to Lalit.

The whole thing was going a little different and the wrong way. Seeing that, I decided to tell the truth.

"Didi, your suspicions are completely wrong. I never doubted your character. "I tried to keep my voice calm.

"I feel clearly that you need something against me and I want to know that, Vandana."

I took a deep breath and controlled myself and said, "Nisha Didi, don't get me wrong, but I don't want to be your shadow in the future. My identity, good or bad, I will build myself.

It is true that I have learned a lot from you, but for Lalit I have lost my separate identity. I appreciate that he criticizes me, in the end you are to blame for everything and this situation has become unbearable for me now.

So I join hands and request you to let me solve my house problems myself. Holding your finger, taking the support of your shoulder, I no longer want to walk. Forgive me if you feel bad about me, but I can't stop myself from telling the truth today. '' As I spoke, my throat filled up. I was sobbing when I finished talking. I couldn't even get a look at a strange guilt, a feeling of ingratitude.

Nisha often remained silent in her place. Then he went two steps further and came to me. He put his hand on my cheek and kissed my head. Then she started saying, "I am happy that Tara has got the courage to speak with an open heart. I will change the habit of falling between me. Well, I'm leaving. "

Nisha immediately ran out of our house to hide the tears in her eyes. I put my head on Lalit's chest and started crying. I was sad to hurt Nisha Didi's mind, but I had no choice but to speak my heart out to her to save my peace of mind and my world.

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