- On one side was Mugdha who left me for his own selfishness and today he wants to return to me for his own selfishness. And the longing is begging for his love. And on the other hand was the longing that has loved me for years. But he did not say a word about it. Who is willing to sacrifice his love for me.
My first meeting with Mugdha was on the occasion of my sister Lajja's wedding. Mugdha was my sister's cousin Nand. At first sight I fell in love with Mugdha. Her gurgling beauty caught my eye. Her delicate, charming body and fair skin as well as smooth hair like silk were also embarrassing to Bollywood actresses.
Mugdha was also present when I went to her father-in-law to pick her up the next day after the embarrassing wedding. The blue Punjabi added four moons to its beauty. And I got lost in the magic of her exposed silky hair. To this day I have not been attracted to any young lady. But today Mugdha took possession of my heart and mind. I became impatient to tell him my heart.
"I love you. And want to marry you. Let me know if I like you or not, then my heart will be at peace. '
"Patience, I like you too. But I don't know if I love you or not. But there is more to life than just love. I found out from my sister-in-law that you have just got a job and your salary is also low. Love alone does not fill the stomach. You know that. So when you get a good job and salary, you talk about marriage. "
"You are right. Just because i like you is enough for me But you tell me you're willing to wait for me until I get a good job? "
"I can't make any promises to you about this. Because I don't want to go against my parents' wishes. I will accept their decision. So you have to meet my father about this, ”said Mugdha and left.
Lajja didi went to her father-in-law the next day. I started to feel sad. My condition was not hidden by the longing of a child living in my neighborhood. There is no shame behind my sadness but some other reason. She understood that. However, I also had to lighten my load in front of someone. And to this day I have not hidden anything from the longing, so I told him my heart's desire. Hearing this, the face of longing fell. I didn't know that at the time.
"Patience, don't worry. If your love is true, you will get what you need. I will help you, I am by your side. I will do everything for your pleasure. All you need is a good job. You don't have to worry. '' Thus longing kept going home. After that day I started trying hard to get a good job. As soon as I read the job advertisement, I applied but I did not succeed. After a month or two, I got a good job. The salary was also good. I was eager to tell this happy news to Mugdha.
When I came home, I heard my parents talking .....
"Listen, the marriage of our shy cousin Nand Mugdha has been decided. In the morning, Lajja's uncle-in-law called. Coriander is to be eaten this Sunday. And we have been invited. ”Hearing this, I felt as if the ground had slipped under my feet. I cried. I went to the craving to lighten the load on my heart. Tears welled up in my eyes as I saw the tears in my eyes. He took me to the bath and reassured me. Even at that time I could not understand his mind. I did not know that my childhood longing is in my love.
About a month after the incident, the longing came home.
"Patience, tomorrow night I'm going to London to study further. Now I will come back next year. But I will never forget you. "
"Zakhna and Mugdha have also got married. Now you go to London too. I will be all alone. Please, don't leave me alone, I will be completely crippled without you. "
"I have to be patient. I have to go there for a year. But don't worry, we'll keep in touch via e-mail. "
I could not stop the tears flowing from my eyes as I said goodbye to the longing. The longing kept going away from me. Why can't I forget the longing. The thought bothered me. The memory of longing pierced my heart like a thorn. I was foolish to know the reason behind this. After Zakhna went to London, I found out that I got this job only because of Zakhna's recommendation.
Meanwhile, Mugdha also got married and went to her father-in-law. It was learned from Lajja Didi that Mugdha was married to a rich family. She asked her father to find a rich father-in-law for her and her wish was granted. He had a rich father-in-law.
Mugdha's marriage and longing ended a year ago in London. Longing had returned from London and Mugdha had also divorced and returned to Pierre.
So at that time Lajja Didi also came to our house for delivery.
"Mommy, my Nand Mugdha is divorced and Pierre is back."
"Why all of a sudden? Her father-in-law was very rich and she was living in luxury, you said.
"Money is not the only thing. Mom was not happy with her in-laws. In-laws suffered a lot. Apart from this, Nand also dominated the house. Her desire to sit in the car with her husband was not fulfilled. And Mugdha also lacks stamina, so the pier is back and now the divorce proceedings are underway. '' I was not happy to know this. Why didn't the news that Mugdha could be mine give me joy?
That evening I met the longing, "Longing I was mad. I could not know your love. After you went to London I found out that I love you. My mom-dad and Lajja Didi also want me to marry you. What do you think about this? "
She was silent for a while. Then speak patience we are childhood friends. It is only right that our relationship be limited to friendship. Please don't try to give it a wedding name, "she said and left.
When I came home that night, I stopped outside the room as soon as the sound of longing came from Lajja Didi's room. "But longing, you love patience. Then why didn't she refuse the marriage. You missed the opportunity, why did you do that? "
"What should I do, sister?" I had no choice. Mugdha found out that you people want to marry me with patience so she came to me and told me that she loves patience very much. Patience will marry him if I deviate from his path. He even told me that if I refused to marry, I would have to be patient with him. And Didi, you know that I have loved patience for years. His happiness is everything to me. I can't see him getting hurt. And Dhairya loves Mugdha a lot. I have sacrificed my love for the joy of patience. "
Hearing this made me dizzy. On one side was Mugdha who left me for his own selfishness and today he wants to return to me for his own selfishness. And the longing is begging for his love. And on the other hand was the longing that has loved me for years. But he did not say a word about it. Who is willing to sacrifice his love for me. It's time to dump her and move on. If longing does not get the response of his selfless love today, then it will never get it. Not wasting time I entered Lajja Didi's room. And holding the hand of longing, "Shame sister, tell this crazy girl that I love her. Mugdha was a shadow. Which never comes in handy. Running blindly behind the mirage, I could not see the rushing spring. This was my mistake. I was naive so could not understand the love of longing. The fact is that as soon as the longing went to London, the cover of my eyes was removed. The selfless love of longing has won against the selfish love of Mugdha.
Saying this, I looked at the longing and said, "Longing, today I beg for your love. I love you Are you going to marry me?
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