With age, the self disappears, only the shadow stays ...

- Vedana-Samvedana- Mrigesh Vaishnav

- Satish Chandra, who was sitting on the pinnacle of achievement, wanted to jump into the valley, but prestige and fame did not let him die.

Race horses have to keep running. They don’t have the right to scratch like ponies. Because no one ever races on ponies

Satish Chandra looked at the clock and turned it on, at the same time he was shocked and successful. He noticed that it was two o'clock in the afternoon and the date had changed.

Safala sat up in bed and picked up the phone. The page showing the story of Sachin Tendulkar's tough days, which was searched on Google last night, was still open.

There was a photo in the news under the headline 'Sachin's frustrated moments like a black spot on his career' in a hotel room no. The door of room number 21 was closed till 2 pm and the handle of the door was full of prints. Right next to it was another photo in which young men and women, from the youngest to the oldest, were seen on the full-size poster of the master-blaster. Both the photos were written below 'Nakamo Sachin, Sachin crazy behind money, cricket games only for personal records Sachin once again gathered the pavilion in zero runs. India, a strong contender for the 2006 World Cup, was knocked out. Tendulkar's 3 centuries and 13,000 runs proved to be useless.

Satish Chandra felt the grief of his life overflowing in Sachin's story. The only difference was that the ones who beat Sachin or wore thorny necklaces were his fans but the ones who beat him were his own personal men.

While reading this news on Google, Satish Chandra, who fell asleep last night, had dreams that people were beating him with khasdas all night. All the faces were personal.

To lighten the mood, he turned on the music system remotely and started playing a song sung by late Mannade of the film Upkaar and recently recreated by Asgarkhan.

Kasme vaade pyaar wafa sub baate hai baaton ka kya? Koi kisika nahin he jhoote naate hain naaton ka kya?

Satish Chandra felt a pain in his chest. Began to feel dizzy. Sounds like tears tearing the eardrums began to be heard.

This man lives only to earn 'fame', 'prestige', 'money' and name.

'The only goal of his life is himself.'

'This man has lived his whole life intoxicated with reaching the pinnacle of achievement.'

'Not a single moment can be lived with this'

"This man only gives advice and discipline to everyone when he is there."

"She is not aware of her responsibility."

"This man has ruined everyone's life."

Not only were these words beating like a hammer in Satish Chandra's head, but he also saw horrible scenes in which those who uttered these words were beating him.

Satish Chandra looked at himself in the full size mirror. He thought

'Is he really such a useless man?'

'Is he a terrorist?'

"Is his sacrifice for his relatives and his lifelong achievements as useless as Sachin's 36th century and 13,000 runs?"

'Explaining to relatives in practical matters, sometimes sternly speaking, or then teaching them to live by the principles to teach a lesson of discipline'

'Explaining the difference between freedom and liberty is the end of everything?'

'Declaring decades of hard work useless, especially hitting me?'

Satish Chandra, who had become numb in loneliness, saw me turning back to life.

The struggles of the past life, the problems, the successes, the adventurous decisions, the achievements and the wreckage of some unfulfilled dreams of personal life began to bite his mind.

How many tortures did he have to go through to reach this destination of life? How many compromises did they have to make?

Satish Chandra, who dreamed of building his own empire away from his father's desire to make a career as a master as the son of a village primary school teacher, became an IT king in Jyotsna. With hard work and determination, he reached the pinnacle of success.

Today Satish Chandra had all the means of prestige, fame, money, splendor, merriment. But at the same time the beds were so wide that it became difficult for them to get rid of them and enjoy a few moments of relaxation.

His life became a social activity. Born means to live. Students have to sit in school in childhood. As he got older, he got married. Married means boys. Then he had to struggle to set up well.

During this time, his ambition was awakened and he worked hard to achieve his dream. Every time they struggled to stay on top, to maintain their position, to fulfill their responsibilities.

This is how childhood, adolescence and youth are spent. Out of all this, there was a desire to return many times, but the society became so entrenched that they reached the point of no return.

As well as struggling to survive, Satish Chandra never looked back at doing things for the people. Someone gave a shoulder to cry, someone gave a ladder to climb, someone showed the way to the destination and also gave the key to the treasury to help someone.

However, even Satish Chandra, who did all this, was not endowed with all the virtues. He also had weaknesses. He also had expectations for the people after he left. If the person in front fell into it, his third look would explode. People like Satish Chandra's help but not in the mood. He did such deeds for the people that even if Satish Chandra hit a hundred shoes, they would have to eat them. But Koinama was not even grateful to let his shoes go.

Time passed. They began to feel strongly about teaching people to live a disciplined and responsible life. The bus started making noises from all sides. This man makes a percentage of all. He has run out of money. As they helped everyone, the demand of the people increased and they became villains.

Sachin and Satish Chandra had a lot in common. Both of them fell in love. No one even remembered what he did without meeting people's expectations. So the two woke up after thirty-six hours.

Satish Chandra had to cry remembering all this but there was no one there to listen to his dooska.

But another name for the struggle was Satish Chandra. Like Sachin, I too will delete these black-spotted days of the same time from the calendar and start calling four-six Ramzat again. Yes. Tendulkar won the 2011 World Cup for the team.

Neurograph

Draws the path of others who are wandering all the way to Manzil's personal life.