We must teach ourselves to love

- Each of my films has left a certain impression, which is why when OTT arrived in the country, I probably included my name in the names of the film-makers.

Actress Kirti Kulhari has played a variety of roles in various films and her acting has captivated the audience, but unfortunately she does not spend much time on screen. Yes, it has been a decade in Bollywood. It is true that he has struggled to make his place in Bollywood. Here, Kirti Kulhari discusses in detail the reasons for her separation from her husband Sahil Sehgal, starting from her struggle story, which gives a glimpse of how difficult the journey is for the actress. Fans of Kirti and other viewers will love this talk.

Speaking from childhood, Kirti says, "Actually, I grew up with the idea of ​​becoming a Bollywood heroine who sings songs and dances. It was only after I set foot in the industry that I started doing theaters and watching foreign films, so that my vision of cinema became wider and wider. So when I wanted to do Bollywood movies, I was fascinated by the variety of content and since then my distance has started to fall apart. I started thinking about getting powerful roles in Bollywood. Each time I would be given a certain choice to make a choice and I would accept a role that I would enjoy watching.

Yes, I started my career with 'Khichdi: The Movie' in 2010, but then I did 'Shaitan'. The choice of every film I made did not work commercially and in that place I was left behind, 'says Kirti Umere,' although the type of cinema I chose and it did well commercially. So I think it would have been easier for me to say wow, I have found my way and that is what I like to do and it is going well. That way it would be good for everyone, but it didn't work out that way. The film 'Pink' (2013) was a commercial success and garnered critical acclaim. This movie convinced me that this is my way. I think every one of my films has left a certain impression. This is the reason why when OTT arrived in the country, I probably included my name in the minds of the film-makers. I never believed that what you do would get anyone's attention. If you do something good it will shine as much as you like. I am committed to do a lot of things in Bollywood, but I have come a long way and say give me a job to dance and sing in your film. ' Kirti says, 'I think the filmmakers are a little confused about how to cast me for Bollywood films. They are not sure how much I am willing to try in the commercial space and then I did some films that did not run Zazi, which drove the filmmakers a lot away from me. This is because Bollywood is running at the box office. What you want to do, how much you want to do, depends on your box office success. For me, 'Uri: The Surgical Strike' (2014) and 'Mission Mars' (2014) changed everything. I guess there were some filmmakers who wanted to work with me, but there are some things that prevented them from approaching me. So when I got to the point where I lost faith in the way Bollywood works. At the same time I wondered if my true talent would ever be recognized. After that, as I progressed with each project, I realized that there is a power within me that gives me freedom as an actress. '

"After I became a producer, people started accepting me more seriously," says Kirti. "I want more control. At the same time, when I used the material, I felt that when I used certain materials, I felt that certain things must be done. My first project is called 'Nayaka' in which I played the lead role, 'said Kirti.

Regarding his break up with Sahil Sehgal, Kirti said, "My marriage took me forward in a way that developed me as a person. My whole experience with Sahil makes me a really good person. Although I have had to think a lot before coming to this decision, but once the decision is made, there is no question of going back. The decision I made was very difficult as it affected many people around me. To stand up for myself is salvation for me. Freedom means you feel free. '

"I am very open and open to fall in love again," says Kirti, "but do you need someone else? - No, you don't need someone else because I too have really understood the idea of ​​self-love." I'm happy with where I am now. I usually love children and I really liked the idea of ​​having my own child, but the way life has expanded for me, that idea has disappeared, "he added.