The illusion of love.

Despite having a son, Vinod could not reconcile with his wife. It always seemed as if Savi was pulling it towards her. Where did he know that the girl he had met suddenly would be tied up with him for a lifetime.

True love has no boundaries. No one knows its boundaries. But the work of life is to pass on its own way. How can a loving heart break like this? '

"Nothing can be said right now. Will have to do some tests. If you are still unmarried, then this step should be thoughtful. Dr. Pushpa spoke a bit.

"G" Savin realized his mistake. Hearing these words from the doctor, her tears were shed.

"What will happen with crying now? Maybe you have to suffer the consequences of the mistake. "

"The doctor," the disciple with him said in a serious tone, "It's already sad, you don't threaten it."

At Doctor Pushpa, there was a ghost of anger. Nowadays girls understand life as a game. For the sake of happiness, the whole life is at stake. Have fun somewhere else and get married somewhere else, and ......

"But this is not fun, they are love. He wants to marry her as well. "

"If you want to get married, then where is the matter?" And then what work do I have? Should we get married? "

"They are not divorced yet."

"Oh, so he's married? Then why was it necessary to have such a relationship with him? "

"He was shown a remedy by a scholar." Shika spoke softly at the doctor's questions.

"What, nowadays, do scholars give such advice? And how stupid are college girls like you? If I already knew about you, I wouldn't go into the hospital. But now you have become my patient. Doesn't matter, but if he divorces, will your parents allow you to marry him?

"Don't know, because she is 5 years older than me," Savi said hesitantly.

"You will drive me crazy with your words." Then he turned his face to Aya and asked, "How many patients are there?"

"Yes, there is 1-3," Aya said.

Dr. Pushpa then told the two, "Today I have no time. When I get this test done, I will listen. "

Shikha pleading with the doctor standing there said, "Doctor, sir, you do not say this to anyone."

"Don't worry, my patient's private talk is my own. I understand what is the sanctity of unmarried girls? "

As soon as he got home, Savini's mother looked at him from top to bottom and then said, "Where were you till now?"

He made an excuse, "Ma, Shika's health was not good, so she took him to the doctor."

"" Take care of the time next. You know that your father does not like to walk like this. ”His mother said.

He went to the room, put the books in the closet and fell asleep on the bed. Don't know why but she got into the temple priest's voice. In fact, the pastime had taken him to the temple.

"Let our love be perfected, God."

He went to the temple and prayed in front of the idol.

"This is the same girl." When he heard the shrill and loud voice behind him, he turned his face and saw that Panditji was standing with humor.

"Yes, it is today," Vinod said softly.

"Beautiful, so beautiful," he looked at it from top to bottom. "" Girl, show your left hand. He took both his hands in his. Looking at the lines of his hands, he said, "This marriage cannot happen."

"What?" She cried, releasing both her hands. "Who can falsify what is written in luck? So girl, you think to yourself, there is a difference of 5 years between you and you are married, how can you get married? "

She knew that she was mad. Panditji's feet grabbed and wept. "I can't live without humor. Show a solution. "

Panditji had melted because of his cries. He raised it with both hands. Such a touch of a pundit made him angry, but the pastime had to be obtained at any cost, so he remained calm.

"Girl, have you brought your kundal?" Asked the pundit.

"Yes," he took out the horoscope from the purse and handed it to her.

"Hmmm ....." After watching the kundal for 6-5 minutes, the mind kept buzzing, then said, "The remedy is difficult, can you?"

'' I can do anything. I can even give my life. "

"It's easy to die," he laughed as he glared at her. "You have to be a real wife before marriage. Even for a while. "

"What?" Was frightened. The joke also fell into disarray.

"Just go now. I have to meet other devotees too. "

With these wet eyes he could not see clearly how much money Vinod had given him. Only a few months have passed.

Ever since Savi was studying in standard nine, she had known humor. Oops, that's been hers ever since. But Vinod never touched it.

Savi's interview with Vinod was something strange. Whenever she went to her aunt's house she would shout from a distance. Then looking for her mama all over the house. One day Mama's house went like this. As soon as she climbed the staircase was also seen on the roof, but they were not there either. Then she went straight to their room. He lit the room and saw that someone was sleeping on the couch. She, too, entered the holiday and began to strangle them. "Mama, mama, is this any bedtime? Get up, get up soon. "

Someone grabbed her waist with one hand while saying "Who is it?" In the meantime, the holiday was also gone. She was horrified to see the strange face in the light. Then all of a sudden shame was reddened.

On the other hand, the stranger also stood up to see a stranger so close that he was startled. "You .... who are you?"

"I am ......" She was shaking.

"Oh ... Savi ...... Sahel's niece. I'm his friend. My name is Humor. We study with both. It's gone out. My health was deteriorating. My mom and dad are out here so they come here to rest. ”His voice also seemed to be overwhelmed by the touch of Savina's body. "Well now I'll go, see you again" He started laughing as he walked.

Who knows how Vinod looked at Savi or Savi looked down. She remained standing without saying anything. She couldn't say, 'If you're sick, rest.' He had a unique experience that day.

Then whenever Savi knew that Vinod was about to come home to her maternal uncle, she would make excuses and come to Mama's house. This side of humor was always looking for Savi.

One day Savi told Mama, "I don't understand math. I have said that you teach me examples. "

"I have another job to teach you a joke."

Savin knew it and said. He liked to sit near the pranks on the excuse of learning.

Vinod did not limit himself to Rakshabandhan. He had come home to build a cash box with his uncle. Mama was happy to get such a tall, blond, shadowy brother. She had tied the cash with a lot of love.

Savi was smiling in her mind. She understood that this gray was the link of a sudden bond between them.

When Savi got the result of tenth grade, she was very happy. She was a little nervous in her mind that Firstclass would not go for a few marks. Vinod was delighted to hear the result. He came to his house. He greeted her. But Savi noticed that Vinod's face was slightly off. He tried to know. But he blew it off. "I don't want to hurt you."

On the third day, Mama revealed that the week after that is Vinod's wedding. The girl is in a good house. At that time Savin's head was broken as if it were a heartbeat. Vinod himself came out to give a nod to his wedding. His mouth had fallen. She cried as soon as she was alone. "What are you doing?"

"" Just show me, what do I do? How do I talk about marrying you in my house? You are still young, not too young to marry you. "

"What will happen to me now?"

"Do something with your mind and education, and then you will get married."

"I will not marry anymore. I will die after eating poison. "

"If not, do not be such a fool. It's okay for me to be defamed, but I fear the reproach of you. "

After Vinod's marriage, Savini's mother called Vinod to have dinner with his wife, but excusing headaches, Savi was sleeping in his room. When Mae insisted, she went out to say 'hello'. Glancing slightly higher he looked at Vinod's wife. Although she was beautiful, she seemed to be the worst woman in the world. Who had stripped him of everything.

Humor used to come to his house even after marriage. The two were happy to see each other. Often humor used to communicate that he did not have sex with his wife. Because of her arrogance, she humiliated all members of the household. Fave was lying. There was a quarrel with everyone in the house. Whenever the two met, Vinod used to say, "Savi is my life."

It was slowly passing through time. Vinod was the first to tell Son about the birth of his son. Then Savi was crying.

He asked, "Are you not happy?"

"I am happy."

"Then why these tears?"

"Just, now it seems to me that you are getting away from me."

Despite having a son, Vinod could not reconcile with his wife. It always seemed as if Savi was pulling it towards her. Where did he know that the girl he had met suddenly would be tied up with him for a lifetime.

A few years later, one day Vinod became very serious and said to Savin, "I am not happy with this marriage. I want to marry you. "

At that point Savi gave his consent only to remain silent. They both knew that the road was not easy.

"I have heard the name of Pandit Sitaram, the flowering street. People say that if they have any problem with someone, they remove it by chanting mantras. "

Savi was laughing raptly. "You are a big company official, yet you talk like that."

The pastime was a little offended. "So all those educated people are stupid. Who goes to him? "

"It is only because of such fools that the pundits and temples survive. I'm not going to go to a pundit, "he said.

"That means you don't love me. Now maybe you are planning to marry a boy as old as you. "

"After all these years, do you doubt my love?" "I do not believe in such scholars, theorists, because in today's world I do not know who is right and who is a liar."

"Well, I'm leaving." Vinod went away angrily.

About 3-5 months have passed. Savi was irritated without humor. Her parents had begun watching the boy for her. Once such a situation arose, it was also thought that once again Panditji should visit.

One day he did not stay and he called himself a prank. "I am ready to meet Sitaram Pandit."

"Really?" Vinod said with astonishment.

After meeting him, Panditji had difficulty dealing with the remedies shown. Months went by on a month. After much trouble, he was found alone. When Savi's parents and all the family members went to a wedding. He came home with the excuse that his condition was not good.

Now Savi was confused by her unwise decision.

"Savi, why did you sleep in the dark?"

His mother came and lit it and placed the tea tray on the table.

"Nothing, I'm just a little tired. What work did you bring to tea, I used to come to myself. "

A week later, he called Dr. Pushpa and asked for a time to visit.

He said, "You will not come to the dispensary, because the hospital is very crowded, tomorrow I will come to my house at four o'clock in the evening and talk to you."

"What is the result of my checkup?"

"I'll show you tomorrow," he said, putting his phone down.

The next day, at the doctor's house, he accompanied his sister Shika.

"Sit down" Dr. Pushpa said in a serious voice while looking at both, Savi shrugged, "What is the result of my test?"

"Tell me now." He shouted to his servant and said, "Hari, give me three tea and bistic". Then she started to ask them.

"Your health is fine, don't you feel panic?"

Savin was having a lot of doubts.

"Is there such a thing?"

"No."

"The real doctor" the two spoke together. Savi got up and grabbed the doctor's hand, "You don't know, how much you've saved me from great anxiety. Thank you very much. "

The doctor became serious and said, "Sir, listen to me, as you are relieved of your anxiety, leave it as it is now.

"Who?" Savi asked in surprise.

"That guy, what name did he show you had a relationship with?"

"Pastime"

"Yes, now you are better off with a joke."

"We can't be apart now," Savi shook her head.

"" This situation is not for both of you. This will also create trouble for Vinod's wife. Then his son's life will be spoiled as well. "

"Doctor, have you ever been in love?"

Savi asked the doctor.

He smiled softly and said, "Is there anyone in this world who has not loved or who has not been loved?"

"Then why do you tell me to stay away from humor? You know, I couldn't live without it? "

"No, that's your illusion. A woman can live even after the death of her husband or son, so you too can live away from her. "

"You do not recognize my love."

"True love has no boundaries. No one knows its boundaries. But the work of life is to pass on its own way. Who knows how many loving hearts will be broken in such a way?

Dr. Pushpa asked, "Savi, when did you first meet Vinod? Tell me the whole thing. સવિએ આખી વાત કહી દીધી આ સાંભળીને તેમણે કહ્યું, ''તમારી બંનેની ઉંમર વચ્ચે બહુ મોટું અંતર છે.''

''પ્રેમ ઉંમર વગેરેને નથી જાણતો.''

''પ્રેમ ઉંમરને નથી જાણતો પણ સમાજ વ્યવસ્થામાં લગ્ન માટે કોઈ કાયદા-કાનૂન જેવું ય હોય કે નહીં. જીવન જીવવા માટે આપણે આ શરતો, આ વ્યવસ્થા સ્વીકારવી પડે છે. વડીલો વિચારે છે કે વ્યવસ્થા જળવાયેલી રહે તો સારું એમ તો વિનોદ પરણેલો છે. તેને પાંચ વર્ષનો દીકરો પણ છે.''

''તો શું થયું, તે મને એટલો પ્રેમ કરે છે કે લગ્ન કરવા માટે પણ તૈયાર છે. હવે મને પંડિતજીની વાત પર વિશ્વાસ થવા લાગ્યો છે કે અમારાં લગ્ન જરૂર થશે. એમની પત્ની હમણાં અઠવાડિયા પહેલાં જ ઝઘડીને પિયર ચાલી ગઈ છે અને ધમકી આપતી ગઈ છે કે હવે તો છૂટાછેડા લઈને જ રહેશે.''

''છૂટાછેડા લીધા પછી તું એની સાથે લગ્ન કરીને તો પણ તું શું સારી રીતે જીવી શકીશ.''

''અમારો પ્રેમ અમને શીખવાડી દેશે.''

''એ તારો ભ્રમ છે.''

''હું મારી સાથે સમાધાન કરી લેત, જો વિનોદ તેની પત્ની સાથે સુખી હોત તો.''

''તે તારા લીધે જ તેની પત્ની સાથે સુખી થઈ નથી શકતો.''

સવિ અકળાઈ ગઈ, ''શું હું એ બંનેને ઝઘડા કરાવવા જાઉં છું?''

''તું ઝઘડા નથી કરાવતી, પરંતુ તેનાં લગ્ન પછી પણ તે એની સાથે સંબંધ ચાલુ રાખ્યો છે. તારા અને એમના બંનેના સુખી જીવન માટે તું એને છોડી દે.''

''એ પણ મને છોડી શકતો નથી. લગ્ન પછી પણ મારા ઘેર આવે છે.''

''તું એની સાથે પ્રેમ કરે છે. તેનો પ્રેમનો પ્રેમથી જવાબ આપે છે. ત્યારે તો એ તારા તરફ ખેંચાતો આવે છે. કોઈ પ્રેમનો અંત મોટા ભાગે કોઈ સ્ત્રીના જ હાથમાં હોય છે. તેણે બધાના ભલા માટે પોતાના પ્રેમ પર, પોતાના હૃદય પર એક પથ્થર મૂકવો પડે છે. એક પૂતળું બનીને જીવવું પડે છે.'' કહેતાં ડૉક્ટરની આંખમાં આંસુ આવી ગયાં.''

સવિ અને શિખા સમજી ન શકી કે ડૉક્ટરને શું કહેવું?

ડૉ.પુષ્પા તેમની જાતે જ કહેવા લાગ્યા કે, ''હું એમ.બી.બી.એસ.ના ચોથા વર્ષમાં હતી. ત્યારે કોઈ પોતાની બહેનના દહેજ માટે વેચાઈ ગયું હતું. હું એની મજબૂરી જાણતી હતી. મારા પિતાની સ્થિતિ સારી ન હતી કે હું મેડિકલમાં પ્રવેશ લઈ શકું અને મારા પિતા દહેજ પણ આપી શકે એવી સ્થિતિમાં નહોતા. લગ્ન પછી પણ તે મારી કોલેજમાં આંટા મારતો હતો, પરંતુ મેં જ તેની સાથે એવું વર્તન કર્યું કે તે કાયમ માટે મને છોડીને જતો રહ્યો. ધીરે ધીરે અમને બંનેને એકબીજાથી દૂર રહી જવાની ટેવ પડી ગઈ.''

''એટલા માટે તમે લગ્ન નથી કર્યા?''

શિખાએ પૂછ્યું. ''હા, પરંતુ આવતા મહિને લગ્ન કરવાની છું. જીવન જીવવા માટે સામાજિક રીત રિવાજ સ્વીકારવા પડે છે.''

''પરંતુ મારો વિનોદ તેની પત્ની સાથે સુખી તો નથી.'' સવિ ફરી બોલી.

''એ તો તારે લીધે એ તેની પત્નીને પૂરેપૂરો તો શું થોડો પણ પ્રેમ કરી શકતો નથી. આથી જ એ પણ ચીડિયા સ્વભાવની થઈ ગઈ હશે. પત્ની સાથે ઝઘડો થયા પછી જ એ તારી પાસે આવતો હશે. તું જ કહે. એક પરણેલાં પુરુષ માટે આ વાત યોગ્ય છે? પ્રેમિકાને પણ ના મેળવી શકે કે ના તો પત્નીની સાથે સુખેથી જીવી શકે? એટલે જ હું ઈચ્છું છું કે તું એને છોડી દે.''

''પંડિતનો ઉપાય, તેની ભવિષ્યવાણી?''

એ એક નંબરનો ધૂતારો હશે. તારી જિદ જોઈને એણે એક વ્યવહારુ ઉપાય, કે એમ કહો વચલો માર્ગ બતાવ્યો હશે.

એણે વિચાર્યું હશે કે તારા આવા સંબંધોની વાત જાણીને તારાં મા-બાપ તારાં લગ્ન માટે રાજી થઈ જશે અથવા તું મા બનવાની છે એ જાણીને તારાં મા-બાપ લગ્ન કરવા માટે મજબૂર થઈ જશે.

સવિને લાગ્યું કે ડૉ.પુષ્પાની વાતોથી તેના મનમાં ગૂંચવાયેલી ઘણી વાતોનું સમાધાન થઈ ગયું.

પ્રેમના આ ભ્રમથી જ તેનું જીવન પણ અટવાઈ ગયું હતું.

સવિએ નક્કી કર્યું કે તેની કમરમાં વીંટળાયેલા એ હાથને તે દૂર કરશે તો જ વિનોદને મુક્ત કરી શકશે.