Lauren aka Rhea says: 'I fell into the trap of prestige and desire'

'I'm honest, but I was constantly lying. In addition there was a load of anticipation. I was struck by the fact that I am India's best dancer. Which never fails'.

Anyone who climbs, falls or falls, whether it is poor or tawangar, actor or actress! Here is to talk about ABCL-Anne's Buddy Can Dance, the heroine of the movie Lauren Gottlieb, known as Rhea in Bollywood. Although very few people will know it, luckily they have taken this Rhea's rigorous examination. It's been a good two years today, but the actress who once participated in America's dance show "So You Think, You Can Dance" has no job, but it is difficult for the heroine to get out of her mental illness.

Rhea was suddenly on the scene after acting in the 'ABCD' film. 'Although on social media I was always shining with a happy-go-lucky face, in fact I was overwhelmed', in deep sorrow. I used to be sad and sad. The prescription drug, alcohol was a shelter for me, except that I got used to all the things that make me happy, 'admits 4-year-old Rhea! He was flown to New York and Mumbai, but one day his friend was hospitalized in New York after his health deteriorated.

After that, she noticed a therapist in Los Angeles, who had no symptoms for eight months. 'I was trapped in deep sorrow, I became a victim of something and I felt like if someone got me out of it, well. After a long time I became convinced that everything was happening to me and not me, 'says Rhea.

Through the books, and meditation, Ria got some help and knew, understood, and understood her end. It took him two years to sit down again. A new birth was born. He had to love himself very much to stand on his own feet.

Ria alias Loren arrived in India on February 7, and also completed her own dance show. America's Dance Show was named - 'So you think you can dance-1', and one day the ABCD movie fell into its lap, as if there were no blessings. However, that time was very weak. I stood up for the lead role in Step Up-2 and lost it because of a very close friend of mine. I was convinced that my pride was in the middle of my path. As much as possible, I sent my congratulatory message to the creators of ABCL, "recalls Loren.

Directed and Choreography - Remo D'Souza's 3D Dance Show opens February 8th. It was not only my dancing skill, but also a reflection of my noble talent. Loren later decided to work in India, but something happened that forced him to return. "I fell into the trap of prestige and desire."

'However, the pressure of the throat competition and the empty hand with him to return home at night and the loneliness that surrounds him - all of this frustrated me. Success, she agrees, was in the past. Which was left me alone. 'I couldn't say anything about my feelings, but she was staring at me, reflecting. It seemed like he wanted to say something. I think someone listens to me, talks to me. Wearing a baseball cap, wearing headphones in my ear, when I walked out of the house, my eyes would be on the ground, which scared me, scared me! ' He remembers saying, 'If I came from America, I would cry all the time in the plane, but every time I landed, I would have stopped feeling. It is as if I am a vacant lot. '

Looking back, he was convinced that the problem was that he had no friends in the industry. And he didn't get any support from any industry entity. 'I'm honest, but I was constantly lying. In addition there was a load of anticipation. I was struck by the fact that I am the best dancer in India. Which never fails'. After that he suddenly got a project. Then he got a good fit.

When ABCL decided to make the sequel, Luren was offered the lead role of Vinita alias Winnie, but she chose American-Indian dancer Olive because she was close. 'The director told me that my choice of role would create all the intricacies. I said different people have different stories. ' As soon as 'ABCD-3' was released, it did not receive the expected response. I was completely sidelined. The promos were cut-out. Not only that, I had some part in the film, it was also edited. Those six months were the worst times in my life. And I got the role of the judge on the TV dance reality show - 'Jhalak Dikhhla Ja'. He says.

Not Remo, did your mentor-director offer you something? I had a distant relationship. There were some in India that I could call family, but I did not get any support from them. Maybe I was so open, it could have been because of that, "says Luren.

This problem did not begin overnight. He admits that I used to be a lot of noise when I was about 4 years old. In addition, there was a lot of noise with anxiety and self-doubt as he chose his path. At the age of 6, he worked with choreographer Tess Diario during the second season of 'So You Think You Can Dance'. The following year, in the third season of The Shaw, he took on the contestant and made it to the Final 1. In the fourth, fifth, and sixth seasons, he also worked as an assistant to Tees Diario. And took part as the choreographer for the 'Choreograph Round' in the fifth season Audition Tour.

'SYTYCD' During the season he experienced severe stress and due to which the hormones in his genes were degenerated. After this he started taking prescription drugs and apologized to Best Friend and left me alone. During that time I came to India. 'I was mentally ill.' He admits. And adds, 'I've been here for a year or two. Today I was living, I had no idea, 'he says.

Although Luren returned in June this year, no one was able to see his face. 'I put some covers on and I want to get out of here as soon as possible after I finish my work. Now I do not want to get any more criticism here because I am afraid of it, he said. Not only that, he wants to end the relationship from India. 'Whenever I go to America I will not give my identity as an Indian. And in the meantime I want to do a weird dance with my two buddies. One day after this I will listen to Will Smith interview in which he explains how confidence comes with success, but sometimes it is not so high as we believe and the risk of failure is high. Because of this I was convinced that the quest I was looking for was right for me, I had put myself down. Because of this I've learned that I should take a step back and find myself, "Loren recalls.

The path of self-love and healing are not easy. 'I'm at a point where I can mark and hit every ball. People from both countries love me, though so far I have not given anything to my relative. Without listening to myself, I've kept the consent of everyone in the mood, ”he says.

"It's all there, behind me," says Luren, sitting in the podium garden in a suburban building and finally having fun. 'My plan is to move around the country now. And in the next three weeks we would like to share my heart with the world. I want to meet strangers, strangers, listen to their stories and share my joy with them. By doing so, I will discover my love. I am ready to return to the game and do not believe in a moment's delay in starting my job, saying his eyes start to dance in hope.